Non-linear Non-linear Non-linear
I was one of those people who were much more appreciative of a somewhat linear way of thinking: Grow Up, Finish School, College, University, Work, Family, Weakness, Death. But I changed myself and the way I think a lot many units of time ago.
I have become a dangerously (should I say that?) comfortable person. And I am a non-linear person. I just CAN NOT live my life in a linear fashion. I have seen that and I have learnt that. I tried, yes, to live in a linear method and tried walking on that path (Us Rah Per) but I am so not able to walk on that. I am also of the opinion that is expressed in that lovely song Us Rah Per.
A megatriilion times I have thought about giving everything else I do a break and be a tameez dar insaan and finish off my studies first, but I can not, i simply, CAN NOT! This is somewhat dangerous for me, I am unable to control myself here
Allah saeein khair kajo!
I enjoy it all though. I enjoy if I feel I am a little different (am i?). Being different doesn't always have to be a 'cool thing'. Hitler was different, yeah! Begum Nawazish Ali is different.
But yes, a good thing to have in your life is the Non-linear way of things. Infact, if you are practical enough, this non-linear way of things would be so common to you that it may have already become second nature to you.
I was so optimistic when I decided that I am going to take a little break and then I will be back to full throttle when I am done with my exams. Lekkin! I am not used to live without my workstation and some work that keeps the excitement in my life!
I got my first teeka (not maathey wala, its the injection) for my Hapatitus B vaccination. Rather unknowingly, I had never cared much for having the vaccination for it. I only went today, tested negative on Hepatitus B, and got my first dose. I'll have to go to them next month again.
Non-linear, Non-linear, Non-linear... blaaaast! **my head explodes**, **heads to emergency ward**, **wishing life was simpler for the thinking souls**